2011;

Last day of 2011 tomorrow. I have decided not to have any new year resolutions. Because I know when I hit 1st Jan 2012, I would have already broken the resolution. So what's the use of setting it? 

Shall talk about my 2011. This year is definitely a year that somehow changed me a little. I was chosen to be a GL for CSCC FOC 11/12. It allowed me to put down my wall. Because I learnt that life will be a lot more easier if I actually placed it down. I learnt to accept and give. I learnt that life is never easy when you want to achieve the best. I have also learnt to lose my image. LOL. I had tons of unglam moments during this period. I think all the GLs have definitely seen that side of me. Haha. Those days were really really fun and memorable. Ah, wish I can go back to those days.

Another thing that I will remember in 2011 is that I got my first relationship. My boyfriend is Marcus Chew. I remember when we just got together, many people were kind of shocked and wonder how we got together. I remember we stunned at the question and we really think back. Marcus was there for me when I needed someone to confide in. I didn't dare to confide in my close friends because I feared that it cause some misunderstanding or whatsoever. I remembered I was so stressed to the extent of breaking down, which I did eventually. I never knew that he would come down to support me that day despite being very tired. Things picked up since then.

Wow, looking back now. Awesome memories. Seems like we've gone a long way back! Whatsapp has become our most favourite form of communication. There was joy and tears shared together. I always believed whatever we went through will allow us to become stronger for the future. We beat all odds and got together to where we are today. I am really glad that I have him by my side. I really don't know what I will do without him by my side. I love him so dearly. No words or actions can express my love for him. It has become something so priceless and love has become infinity.

Sorry for always making you spend so much on me. I will really really scrimp and try not to make you spend so much!  Sorry for always making you so pissed with my dumbness. Sometimes I really cannot help but to feel heartbroken when you're angry with me because I feel that I have not done my best. Sorry for making you pissed off too whenever I got problem hearing what you say. I really really wish I don't have such a condition too. But I really cannot help it. I know it annoys you a lot. I'm trying my best to focus and listen properly to make sure I hear the right words and what you say. I don't wanna make you pissed at me ever again.

I love the way we are right now. I can't believe I actually managed to achieve one of my wish which is to go overseas together. We went to Malacca together! Fun times together. Being with you allows me to know how to share things together. We should be like lovers yet are best friends together.

I love you Marcus Chew Kian Yong <3